Never trust free fruit
You say you see heaven, i see hell but want to try
Ru - 20 - British - writer - law and politics student - Christian - lefty liberal - feminist - demi-bisexual - fangirl - bookworm - gamer -Whovian - Water Tribe - Ravenclaw - King's Musketeer - Dearie - Rumbelle War Veteran - Swanfire - Doctor/Rose - Jeff/Annie - Annamis

Lover of things small, dark, quiet and messy

Listening to ‘Sugar We’re Going Down’ on repeat

Because I feel about fourteen today, and it fits Time of Day weirdly well.

Also I wrote an actual essay-ish thing, and got my textbooks, and still I don’t feel at all like I give a shit about anything. Except fandom, and the people I love. But school? Fuck that actual shit.

  #personal    #pathetic human being alert  

Why gremlins shouldn’t run their own lives

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  #this is another    #scroll on by    #post    #personal    #pathetic human being alert    #so yeah how long do I have to be not eating enough for it to become an actual disorder?    #does it count if I can snack just fine at night?  

I really hate this

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  #oh just scroll on by    #personal    #pathetic human being alert  

So now I’m retreated to a time-honoured coping mechanism

I am in the Library, using their computers, which ohmygod don’t even have the blocks on them my old 6th Form College’s ones did. Well, that’s the first nice discovery of the day.

Am going to the writers’ meetup in two hours. Will most likely stay here and write or something until then, because I literally cannot face the outside right now.

  #fucking homesickness    #this is getting to be ridiculous    #and somewhat dibilitating    #I just want to go home but at least a library is the next best thing    #personal    #pathetic human being alert  

Ugh, please, someone just give me a hug right now

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  #personal    #just scroll on by    #pathetic human being alert